I have not posted anything in a couple days, and for that, I apologize. In my defense, my dad messed up the internet and I have not been able to get on the computer that is hard-wired to the internet because it is in my parent’s room and they go to bed while the sun is still up.
So here are some “God Sightings” that I’ve had these past couples days:
1) Mom and I went downtown on Wednesday because she had jury duty and I wanted a vacation from my house/give her moral support. On the way back to the train station, we stopped by a church to say hi to Jesus for a little bit. About five minutes in (and some random whispered side-conversations later), I noticed the monstrance, and suddenly it clicked that we were literally in the presence of Jesus, and I suddenly felt all nervous and stuff because I found myself in the presence of Christ in the Eucharist and had been making all that noise with Mom. It made me think, though, about all those times I don’t realize how THERE God IS. God sometimes likes to hide right in front of my face, in plain sight. Sometimes I’m just the one whose eyes aren’t open all the way. Intriguing indeed.
2) Earlier in the day, one of my best friends was telling me a story about a vision she had in Alabama. Of course I believed that she saw it, but also believed she was a little whackadoodle in the noggin, because well, God has never spoken to me in such a crazy amazing way, and if it hasn’t happened to me, then it isn’t possible, of course. Later in the evening I went to my young adult group at my church and we talked about the transfiguration of the Lord (where Jesus took Peter, James, and John up the mountain and got really glowy and God said “This is my son! Right here! Do you see him?? Do you need a brick to fall on your heads??”). We were talking about why it is that God chose to reveal Jesus as his Son in such a magnificent way to only 3 people… why not to everybody? Or why did Jesus insist on keeping it a secret? And then I thought about the story that my BFF told me, and how I thought she was crazy. If Peter, James, or John came up to me and said, “Jesus started to glow like he had some bad skin condition and we were really worried at first until we heard a voice from Heaven and saw Moses and Elijah, all of whom said it was okay, it just meant that Jesus is the Messiah,” I would probably say the same thing I said to my friend… that I believed she saw it, but also that she was crazy. So perhaps Jesus will reveal himself in the way we will understand the best… whether its via the quiet peace in our hearts or a brick falling on our heads.
3) Last night I received a very disheartening email from my JVC rep saying that none of my potential placements were a match for me. I felt my heart break, my eyes broke and tears kept leaking out, and I felt those familiar feelings of a hopeless future start to seep in again. But then, clear as crystal, I heard in my heart the verse that gave me the strength to survive college. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. Plans for your welfare, not for your woe. Plans for a future full of hope. (Jeremiah 29:11). Those three placements I interviewed for obviously sucked for me. There’s somewhere better. Or God is a sick, sick man. I’m hoping for the former.
4) I got this amazing massage today. I literally feel like a brand new woman. If you do not believe heaven is a place on earth, then you have clearly not received a professional massage.
There are my ‘God sightings.’ Hopefully it’ll appease you until the next time I am able to post… whenever that will be.
And hopefully you will be able to find God hiding in plain sight this week, too. 🙂